keeping up with jones

for the past few weeks there's a quote that's been fxcking around in my head - making itself known every chance it gets. it goes a little something like this:

i know how I love you and how much I love you, but I cannot sacrifice my inner freedom for you; it means sacrificing my self, and I am the most important thing in the world, as I have already told you.
-che guevara

and it's not there because i just read it a few weeks ago. the truth is i ready it years ago. it's in my head because i keep running into folks who can't seem to grasp this. let's do a quick case study using GIRL 1:

Girl 1 can't seem to wrap it around her mind that i will not make her a priority in my life, whether i'm a priority in her life or not. i did no ask - nor will i ask to become a priority in her life - and i let her know in the very beginning that she will not be one in mine. and it's definitely not because i'm an asshole - or just some random jerk. it's simply because it is not in my nature. i am an aquarius male & an ENFP (look it up).

and i'm not saying this is how things will always be - truthfully, i hope not. but this is how shxt is right now.

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a quick note about a man's diet and the girl who wants to catch and possibly swallow:

i was on the red line train headed to hollywood and vine - and i overheard two loud, hood chicas discussing what i thought was taboo in public forums. but apparently not.

girl one: so i let him do it, and it tasted like salt and butter.

girl two: ewww. he needs to get that together.

fellas: we gotta do better with our diets if she want to be talked about in a good light.
and i can't speak for everyone, but i do the things i do because i want to be talked about to her friends and family and even the chicks she want to make jealous. so those things include:

EATING THE RIGHT THINGS TO MAKE SURE MY SEMEN IS DESIRABLE BY ALL WHO SEEK TO DISCOVER.

pork, salts, asparagus and things of those sorts have been moved to the side. and i don't have a high acidic intake. too much acid in the diet can leave burns in the vagina and cheek after you 'shoot' in there. TRUE STORY.

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so to close:

'if every [dude] in your clique is rich - your clique is rugged.
nobody would fall 'cause everyone would be each others' crutches'
- jay-z